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1:12AM
03:03
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clothing
03:01
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(tammy)
I'm wrapping myself up in your clothing
to pull me away from past unfoldings
I look at myself it's so familiar
be sickened at me I wish to be you
(vera)
in patterned silk i see your loathing
torn up fabric cant find closure
miles away to find a fitting
thoughts can kill i wish i could console you
(tammy)
I'm wrapping myself up in your clothing
to pull me away from past unfoldings
I look at myself it's so familiar
be sickened at me I wish to be you
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string of lights
02:32
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(tammy)
you can't catch me when i'm wandering all alone
i never needed someone to tell me, just go on your own
staring outward and the sun is always standing, looming...
water cannot heal me, heal me, heal me nothing more to reason here
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ladybug
03:14
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(tammy)
ladybug on a bench
i could crush you in my hand but i won't
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a river, a journey
03:46
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(tammy)
Closer, soon I'll sleep
on this bed of teeth
you make me so happy
Hold my arms you'll see
Take me down this stream
Slaying horrid scenes
Your hands are so clean
Mine are bleeding
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see-thru
03:28
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(vera)
i don't know what to say to u
everybody seems so see-thru
i just dont wanna break this, too
every thought just leaves me bruised
(tammy)
Don't turn me off
I entrust you
Keep me closer
(vera)
i don't know what to say to u
everybody seems so see-thru
i just dont wanna break this, too
every thought just leaves me bruised
(tammy)
Don't turn me off
I entrust you
Keep me closer
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spring
03:14
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(vera)
spring open the window
jump cut to the sunset
i can’t wait for the dust to settle on the day
today....
(tammy)
am I really here, fading into dust
could you hold me now, I don't think you're real
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your frequency
02:58
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(tammy)
too cold to touch at night
all i wanted was to hold you closer (hold me closer)
before you say goodbye
know our time together was so special (you're so gentle)
(vera)
i feel your frequency
in the air i breathe
i feel your frequency
i feel your frequency
i feel your frequency
never met you but you're here with me
i feel your frequency
i feel you
(tammy)
too cold to touch at night
all i wanted was to hold you closer (hold me closer)
before you say goodbye
know our time together was so special (you're so gentle)
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moon
01:56
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(vera)
the moon makes me restless
sometimes i forget to
breathe in
but i'm still healing
but i'm still healing
but i'm still healing
but i'm still sleeping
yea
i hate my dreams
bubbling emotions resurface
tearing at the seams
to disinfect with perfume
i miss the existential conversations
on top of broken staircases
im unable
to have heard what you're saying
off in the distance
i kept myself waiting
i got too much patience
crumbling my daydream nation
no one's business
friendships stuck in
parentheses season
endless freezing
endless bleeding
sold all my feelings
artistry's anaemic
forget to breathe in
paralysis looming
spinning the room
into tapestry of sutures
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maybe love
02:54
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(tammy)
heart shaped piece of you and me
put together meant to be
standing here my thoughts are true
i can't take my eyes off you
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painting
02:27
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F
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(vera)
every morning currents pull me under
every night thoughts spilling over
and airplanes are getting lost in clouds
every night, every night..
every night, every night..
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