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hey hi!

by vera, etc.

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1.
hey 02:43
hey im tac im 25, im dutch i cannot drive i would tell u my real name but i think it might think it might die i don't want to tell you lies i don't want to tell you lies i don't want to tell you lies this time i don't want to tell you lies i don't want to tell you lies i don't want to tell you lies this time
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hi 03:47
hi! i'm vera neither here nor there fake food in a shop window a serial experiment a girl between two worlds in and out of touch came out to my friends drank till i didn't care enough drunk and scared and ill prepared i type these silly words instead of caring enough to equip this quiver and fire off one of these prewritten letters so fuck it im trans im scared to come out shout out to alcohol im sorry im loud hardly on beat but it had to be said fuck ill compose myself so much better on track i swear! once i catch my breath once i let it build once i relapse into being someone else so hey hi i'm tac there's nothing wrong don't care about myself except when making songs stuck within a lie told myself i wouldn't tell wish i could just go and be all by myself the jury is out typing their messages now i've read all their faces i know in my heart that this group is a mixture of love and hatred and i wish that i didn't have to test the waters by just jumping in callously with bare feet i hope my family catches me i hope my friends will be there for me i'm not hard to find i spend most days collecting dust i spend most days collecting trust of strangers online i notice that the colours in the room seem to fade like watercolour stains i'm just trying to find meaning just trying to validate vicariously this life of mine trying to forget that there are two sides and that online is not is not listening aaaaaa!! i'm not your words!! i'm hardly my own so please leave me alone just leave me alone

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hey hi!

i'm working on two albums, online and offline. these 2 tracks are the intro songs to those albums. i wanted to put them together because it makes sense in my head.

- vera

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released July 3, 2020

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